Relationships scare me.

Isn’t it reasonable to feel a little skeptical after every failed relationship? When you thoroughly evaluate your mistakes, your overly-optimistic nature, your impulsiveness, your selfishness, flaws, faults, and the list continues. I mean, don’t get me wrong. There are great things too about being in relationships, but it’s just so easy to overlook them because the truth is that it all fell apart. 

Then after that, you can go either two ways. Become ridiculously picky and hardened or tired and freely accepting of anything. Both are right and wrong to an extent but I don’t doubt that it could lead you to the inevitable. 

Who really knows anyway. I’m definitely no expert. Relationships are so tiring and consuming. I honestly feel good about how far I’ve come. Certain events could have been avoided but I’ve really learned a lot through them. There’s no regret and no what-ifs, and no turning back. Now all there is is to look forward to all other life lessons and try to be prepared as best as I can be.

This was a pretty worthless entry but who knew the FAC was going to close at 10p tonight. Just a thought.